something snapped in me in the past couple of days. i just don’t care anymore. for years i have had this need to cling to someone, ever since my parents got divorced. First it was mum, then my first boyfriend, then a friend of mine, then my ex and then when he and i broke up i went back to my mum. It was just a need to have someone around. and now that need is gone. I’m not sure if this is good for me or bad for me. My mum and I had this massive fucking fight and something just snapped in my brain, and now I’m done. I feel indifferent. i don’t want to be with anyone. I don’t give a fuck about myself. i want to be alone.
